Every year my father celebrated his birthday by hosting a barbecue on the Saturday afternoon closest to June 6th. I always tried to schedule my summer visits to Rock Island and then to Indianapolis to coincide with it.Dad died last year, so I assumed that the barbecues were over, until I got a text from my sister's son Joseph, a doctoral student in Japanese at Indiana University.
"I'm continuing Grandpa's tradition of Memorial Day Barbecues." Of course he wouldn't realize that they were birthday barbecues. Who knows when his grandfather's birthday is?
"Sure, no problem," I responded, curious.
Since I lived 500 to 2000 miles away through Joseph's life, I saw him only once or twice a year. We weren't close, but I always thought that he was gay. He was flamboyant and theatrical, swishing and limp-wristed, with that nasal "gay accent" voice. He wore bright pastel shirts and tight bulging jeans and plastic bracelets. He occasionally brought a girl to Thanksgiving or Christmas dinner, but surely that was just a screen.
Definitely coming out.
I'd better stay with my friend Tyler in Indianapolis, in case I needed to retreat quickly.
We arrived on Wednesday and saw my mother and my sister and brother-in-law, but not Joseph, not until Saturday afternoon, the barbecue: hot dogs, hamburgers, and tofu burgers grilled in the back yard of Joseph's 100-year old house just outside Bloomington.
How did they afford it, when he and his roommates were all graduate students?
We said hello to Joseph, gave him the plate of brownies we brought, then pushed our way through the crowd, saying hello, getting introduced. I counted over 20 people. All heterosexual as far as I could tell -- with one exception.
A young guy on the far side of the yard, talking to someone I didn't recognize. Shorter than me, dark-skinned, square head with heavy eyebrows and a big smile, a v-shaped torso, a hard smooth chest with prominent nipples, a little belly, and heavy, square workman's hands.
"I call the hunk," I whispered to David, and walked over to introduce myself and cruise him.
Then Joseph grabbed me. "Can I talk to you for a second. Without David?"
He took me onto the screen porch.
Uh, oh -- this is it! I thought. He's either going to come out or pull out a Bible!
But he said "Is David your boyfriend?"
"Uh -- no,"
"Ok, good. I didn't expect you to bring anyone...um...so I got a date for you."
"What?" A blind date?
"I know what it's like to feel out of place at these family gatherings, so I invited Ravi, from Kazakhstan. He's just come out, and looking to meet people. And he likes older guys." He grabbed my knee. "I got you tickets to a dance concert tonight -- but I didn't know David would be here, so I just got two."
"Oh, no problem, he sounds great. We can get a third ticket."
Kazakh, the language spoken by the Turkic tribes that descended on Central Asia a thousand years ago:
I like to eat big sausages.
Turkish: Büyük sosisleri severim
Kazakh:Men ülken şujıq jewge unaydı